Show me the way to float amongst the clouds like the angels do….I hope that one day reality will be as if a dream. Sweet, kind and full of possibilities.
I do not know how to control my urge to fix the world, i am not sure if i want to control it. To be honest i am quite fond of the way i look at life, and everything in it. If i was just the same as everyone else i thik i would get bored. Yes i do feel hurt when peole look at me weird and don’t understand what i am trying to communicate as it is ultimately me that i am offering, pure and simple and i’m not going to sugar coat it Rejection hurts like hell. However animals don’t have that reaction at all! when i get excited and jump up and down in a squeely voice, they reflect that excitement. If i am sad and just want to quieten down, more often than not they will sit patiently with me looking on in disdain that i am not jumping around like a looney tune bursting with energy.
So why is it that i feel this need to conform? To be normal?…and does everyone feel this way? Am i the only one? Or is it infact “the Norm” and it is only the minority that actually acknowledge it instead of masking themselves with the standard charachteristics that have been classed as ‘Normal” due to the substantial support from movements over thousands of years just becasue people have not had the courage to stand up and question the way it has always been done?
To be honest, i don’t know. Though i am open to searching for answers, even if they are not to the questions that i posed. All information is desyphered via my sub concious to build my foundation to navigate my life, so if there is anything or anyone out there that would like to react, please do. I will welcome it!
